Thoughtful

I was told tonight by someone that a REALLY care for that I wasn't thoughtful. I want to punch something right now. All I do is think about the people I love. I think about how to make them feel like they are special to me...how to value their presence. All I want is the same respect back. I know I am PMSing right now, but I'm tired of always being the person putting more effort into all and any type of relationships. As I'm wiping the tears from my eyes to see the screen, I know this feeling just has to run its course. It doesn't mean that the person saying these down right mean things needs to be over looked. I know many different things could be at play here. Maybe they are stressed out, but not matter what no one that obviously cares for you should be spoken to in this way. I need to step back for a moment and make myself feel special and valued! FUCK YOU!! Thanks for listening to my rant!!! xoxo, Kiki